Diva like

Birthdays make you diva like... thank god it's over. I am back... 27 years old and 2 more to go for the big 30

It's my birthday

It's my birthday....

I am getting calls over calls. But I feel so empty inside. I am touched by people I loved but I feel untouched. Why am I feeling this way. Why is there this emptiness in my heart. I am looking answer and not finding it outside. Is it because God left me and I let him. I feel drained by relationships, disappointments and people in general. No one seems to be what I thought they are. Everyone has hurt me, I don't want to have any deep relationships or attachments. If not now they will break your heart. so why bother.

Something old becomes new

This world is truly small. These are some short experiences for me


1. Met a neighbor friend in IIT conference.
2. Met school classmate from JHPS in temple in Pitsburg
3. Met my waterloo friend in Chicago, IL (she moved here after marriage)

The world is truly small or it just seems that way to me. Either way I am excited that Namratha (waterloo friend) moved to Chicago. Something old is new again.... Old aquaitance is new again.

First day at your first job

I remember the jitters. Will I survive this and will I make it in this world. An intern joined our company today and I can see the fear in her face. I am sure my brother who just started working is feeling the same way.

If one thing I learned in the last 5 years of working, yes it's been 5 years since I was a student! Can you believe it? I am no longer the junior kid, or the youngest in the group. Kind of miss that attention. But on the flip side I am not the naive any more. I can handle the dynamics of work life. I have some experience. I am not the most experienced, not the best in the lot, but I consider myself a good developer.

Any way back to what I learned in the past 5 years is that time flies fast. Hence, the place you are stuck in right now won't last forever. Work is very fulfilling as long as you have balance in life. I could tell this to my brother but it's a lesson one has to learn on their own. Their experiences will teach it to them, good or bad.

Back to the 5 year thing... omg can you believe it, it's been 5 years since I started working! And 10 years since I graduated from high school... yes I got my 10 year reunion party! Next thing I know there will be kids popping out of me, so help me GOD.