If you do the Ordinary, God will do the extra-Ordinary

I started this blog in order to share a little about myself. I have always been positive in this blog but I realized if this blog is about me, it should be both positive and negative and everything about me... So I am changing the theme of this blog.... It is more of a diary about me now...

God, If only I was thinner....

Thank you for giving me the answer today

* The creator of the universe has lined up everything to help me overcome
* God can multiple my strength
* If God is before me, who dares to be against me
* God can take something ordinary and turn it into extra-ordinary
* God is trying to get my attention, sending me hearth ache, pain and suffering. He wants you to rely on him.

Use what I have and God will take me where I need to be
God has put the people, opportunity and resources in front of me. They may look insignificant but with his blessing I can do it. The people around me who will support me are my husband, mom and dad. The resources are already there I just need to look at them. The opportunity is there and most of all God's blessing. I just need to realize and be ready myself.

What I need is the attitude. This is harder than school/college degree. But that's just in my mind. God help me overcome my body consciousness and this fear. Help me I am getting lost in this negative attitude.

I know I have to take the baby steps, every small decision counts. It's like an addiction but with your grace I can overcome it instantaneously. Why do i need to think of it as overcome, when you are there it should be that easy help me overcome it now. What can I do to get started. Should I fast for a day, will that help me believe in myself. What is the answer. How do I step in your grace.

I know when I was looking for a good job and I prayed. You solved the problem after two months and that took patients, is that what I need now. But this challenge's solution is everyday. Everyday I have to win, every second I have to win. I have faith in you and I need faith in myself. You gave me this body and you know how to make it effective. Help me have the best body so it doesn't restrict me from being the best self.

Thank you Baba, I am greatfuly for everything you have given me in life, my great parents and my great husband. And my great career. Please help me achieve this one too.